"Cure for Autism", that's my Google search everyday! Ever since angel was diagnosed I have very religiously been doing the same search everyday. ( and for those who dont already know...there is no cure!) As any parent in a similar situation I wish there was a magic pill or treatment available that would take away all these problems my little girl is going through. Part of my daily routine is trying to find various ways in which I as a father can help my little girl, The thought of her growing up and still having to deal with these hurdles scares the hell out of me, i don't even get sleep some nights. I want to be around and her help her in every stage of her life but I know that's not possible. I aint going to be around forever. Being in this situation is probably one of the most helpless situation any parent can be in. I wish I could take the blame and say, its because of me angel has got this problem, it would have given me some consolidation so I could at least point the finger to myself.
But I am hopeful, I am not here to give up. I have to continue this journey as long as it takes. So what if everyone around me is having a normal life? I am sure there is light at the end of this tunnel for us, so I'll think positive and ask the question to Google everyday..."Cure for Autism" someday there will be a different response..I am sure...
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